So I’ve stopped writing for a few days because tons of stress! It without a doubt took a toll on me. A few friends even checked up on me because they were expecting the daily blogs I promised. My reply was, I have nothing motivational to put out there. The main purpose of my blogs were to uplift and inspire in a way. I wanted you all to connect somehow. Thankfully, I was made aware, “It’s ok to let someone see the raw side.”. Oblivious to the fact that we can all relate to stress! It is a lesson in itself. So here it is! Some may disagree, but I think aging is somewhat of a lousy feeling because things just tend to get extremely harder. Whether it’s relationships, finances, maintaining good health, etc. Though the lessons life teaches us over time are incredible. My most recent lesson was the meaning of life! I was on the verge of suicide. Fighting to find the answer to “What do I have to live for?”. Each time I reached a dead end. I thought to myself I’m always there for everyone else but can only count on one hand who is there for me! That’s was it! That was my answer! I live for the few people who appreciate me, the few who see my worth and potential. Though that may not be a lot it is enough for me. I read somewhere the purpose of life is to find your gift and share your gift! Maybe my purpose is to keep others going. Spreading a positive word! I know for a fact I’ve shown people the true meaning of friendship. The value of real love. I have gave a better understanding to tough situations. The ones I know I have a huge affect on, the ones who’d I truly hurt if I left because my life has a purpose to them! Being that my life had a purpose them it has a purpose to me! Once you find your purpose life becomes a little easier to deal with. Trust me we all have one!